Errr ....

Something happen to me recently
erm, actually is 2 months ago
at first i thought i can slove this myself
but until now the predicament still unsolve
i don't know what should i do now
continue? or just like that?
i want to say sorry to my sista,
because i didn't tell u all about my problems
i scared that u all will worry me
and i try to solve this myself
but now, i really feel helpless
in front of u all,
i try to put a mask try to pretend i'm happy
but after a year,
i felt that i prefer a single life
i know i'm a selfish person for u
but really sorry....
maybe i'm still not a mature person

hope i'm doing the right decision...